Nancy Meekah Kim

…GRR…

Things I don’t like.

1. don’t expect me to take care of you when you get fucked up. I wont live up to your expectations. I don’t expect you to do the same for me. IT’s my own responsibility, if I get fucked up. Unless I tell you before we get fucked up that imma take care of you the okay. but if i’m trying to have fun don’t keep bothering me with your shit.

2.  don’t talk to me about your problems. Unless we’re close and I know you to the point where I don’t mind taking care of you when your fucked up. THEN yeah, talk to me about your life and if you want my advice then okay that’s all fine. BUt if I could give not even 1 shit about you. then fucking don’t tell me what’sup in your life.. I don’t wanna hear that bitching.

3. I hate people that drag others into drama. If you can’t handle your own shit, then fucking stay at home and be by yourself. Don’t fucking drop people’s names on to shit just because you’re emotional unstable. If you can’t accept the fact that you fucked up then stay the fuck out of relationships, friendships, and everything. It’s THAT simple. I have my own shit going on. which is why I come out to forget about it. but for people that come out to fucking drag that shit while I’m trying relax it’s annoying. wtf. I don’t go to your vacations and talk about my problems and make you a part of it and drag you down so why the fuck are you doing it to mine?

4. Don’t fucking talk to me about someone that I’m obviously closer with that you are. 1. You’re ignorant to your own problems so don’t try to acknowledge mine btwn someone else. 2. No shit I already know that. but if I’m not bringing it up then who are you to? ..fuck it I’ll just let it out. I already know that he fucking lost weight. okay? I can fucking see that shit. and you think it didn’t break my heart to see that? He was already losing weight before he left. Do you even know him? well here’s a little thing or two about him.. Before he left, he was working from 7am till 10pm-even later at other times, his only breaks were the drive that he had to make from his first job to his second. and when he had off days he went to his 3rd job. He barely has time on the weekends cause he’s doing other priorities. Now he lives somewhere else, yet he’s still working that hard. probably even harder. and when I finally get to see him, I only get to spend like an hour with him and it’s not even the same anymore… on top of that you’ve never even hung out with us one-on-one? I’m pretty sure the closet to hanging out we’ve ever done is getting wasted with your groupies…so please.. gtfo and deal with your own problems first.

5. I’m a snitch?  okay yeah sure. I’m a snitch. I’m just saying exactly what I heard. and I even say from whom I heard it from. If you don’t want shit like that to happen then don’t put yourself in that situation. Cause HONESTLY. I haven’t really seen anything that would make me believe otherwise-minus a few other things. On top of that. That night I even offer this person a ride back to their car, but they decided to stay there longer. so that’s not even on me. So maybe check your own actions before you’re dogging on mine.

6. Cockblockers. Pussyblockers. I don’t fuck with you when your on your game, so why you fucking with mine. Why does it matter who I’m kicking it with or even how many people I kick it with. It’s not you right? So why are you fronting about it? again get your shit together first.

7. Rides. Honestly I don’t mind giving rides for people. But if you go somewhere with someone then go ask that person to give you a ride back home. Don’t ask me to give you a ride home. unless you die hard need it. ESPECIALLY if I don’t like you.. then I’ll be sketch as hell towards you on purpose.

8. I hate always pitching in for alcohol when i didn’t even drink. I don’t even drink. I can’t drink… and so for me to drop a twenty because everyone else wants to drink but they can’t afford it.. that pisses me off. I hate how tabs come out to be fucking $300 dollars because of alcohol. Yeah NRB is part of that tab so yeah i’ll throw down for that but to throw down more… I don’t like. and that is why sometimes I just eat by myself so I don’t need worry abou that shit.

9. I don’t like eating infront of people I don’t like. If I don’t like a person and then invite themselves or show up to wherever I’m at with my friends about to eat. I’ll want to just leave. I won’t talk to you. I won’t even make eye contact with you. and I will ignore everything you say. Sometimes I’ll even end up not eating even if I’m starving.

10. When I’m partying don’t bitch about things. If your fucked up Don’t fucking tell me how fucked up you are, and how i need to take care of you… I rarely kick it when girls cause of that shit. There’s only a few girls that i’m willing to sit through that kind of things with. and If you’re a guy doing that, that’s a major turn off. I don’t care how fucked up you are.. I will drop you in a second. I won’t even care how much effort you put in to impress me. once you start bitching about things I will drop you infront of everyone. 

11. Quit talking. When I’m enjoying myself and I don’t respond to whatever you’re talking about. it means QUIT talking. I don’t care what you’re going through unless you’re a close friend. 

12. Clubbing. I like clubbing. but I hate rolling deep with 10+ people. especially if they’re majority girls. It just fucks with my time. Girls why can’t you learn not to fucking be by yourself and enjoy the fucking music BY YOURSELF? I don’t like making a circle filled with bitches that are locked arm to arm. I can’t handle that and I won’t. I enjoy just go hard by myself or even maybe one other gf next to me. but usually I just like being in my own world.. The only time I’d like someone to follow me around is if its someone I like. That’s the only time. So please, don’t fucking dry hump me on the dance floor when I’m doing my own thing.

Things on my mind.

1. I seriously don’t like ignorant people — at work, don’t disrespect me because I seem like an little asian girl. NIGGA I’m crazy. I’m my boss’s assistant, NOT YOURS. so don’t you dare give me attitude about trying to find brochures when everything you need is on your computer.

2. How are freaking korean churches able to make rent for places in shopping plazas. I mean shit even specialty stores can’t survive.

3. QUIT handing out CDs for your churches or singing songs of gospel in front of grocery stores. I wanna get my food in peace. it’s not spreading the good word, It’s more like get the fuck out of my face with that shit before I make a CD of my own and shove it up your ass.

4. Just because you say you’re a child of God doesn’t mean you get the upper hand in shit. I see all you “holy” church goers at the bar and get wasted at nrb. So don’t you dare try to look down at me with that shit, cause you’re just making yourself look like an ass.

5. Yeah I smoke. yeah I toke up. yeah I like to have my ass hang out sometimes. and so what. I’m young. let me live and I’ll learn my mistakes.

6. yes, I’m nothing without my crew, but shit I still have a back bone.

7. I can’t drink, so don’t force me to I’ll take what I need. 

8. I’m angry, and don’t have a good reason for you. but have the best reason for me.

9. I enjoy talking shit, but hey don’t act like you don’t either.

10. If I was a vampire, I would suck the blood out of fat people. 

11. my bunny gets annoying

keep living your life.

yeah, continue being a slut, don’t worry that just makes my stories more believable. 

You’ve got a tramp stamp tattoo, so basically you let a random guy feel up on your back side, what else could you have done? fuck him so you wouldn’t have to pay for that tattoo?

your boobs, they look great, Who’d you fuck to get them?

and btw you should go see a dermatologist those wrinkles mixed with acne looks like a pizza that has been eaten and thrown back up again. Should get that checked out.

Also, your makeup, girl. lighten up on that eyeshadow and foundation you be looking mad cakey with all that shit on top of your shit. 

you nasty little hoe.

yeah Thao ho, 

fuck you, I still hate you and I pray every day that you’d just drop dead and die.

And if I see you on the road. oh girl, try and cut me off. cause baby, I’ll make sure I hit you just hard enough that it doesn’t kill you but instead paralyze your ass. 

ew

EW. How can you keep living your life so happily knowing that you fucked someone’s dad? hmm? and drank beer that was bought with money that his daughter worked so hard for. While you just suck dicks and sell your body at work? 

Tsk tsk. You’re such a disgusting hooker. Please go back to vietnam to a whore house where you fucking belong. KTHX~

going through my mind

1. I hate science.

2. I hate suwanee walmart. Such shitty service fucking nappy ass haired manager can’t even do her eyelashes right. so how the fuck are you going to manage a store. personal hygiene please. On top of that- stupid fat bitch works there now. How does it feel hmm? you ignorant. always trying to pick on me on the bus. What you jealous that i’d probably look 10x way better in your cheerleader uniform that you had trouble smooshing yourself into? yeah.. You thought you were better than me. well news flash bitch, I’m not as fat as you, and I still got better skin than you. and my weave is hella less nappy as your shit. 

3. Only fob guys don’t know what fucking manners are. Seriously don’t make a girl do a man’s job. you’re fucking pathetic. And don’t fucking downgrade me making it seem like doing shit i already know how to do is so hard. That makes me feel as if you think I have low brain capacity. && nigga, I assure you that I have a much higher one than you. And on top of that you wanna be promoted to something higher? First of all. Learn to do the basic shit first. Then talk like you can handle it. 

4. I fucking hate guys that can’t fend for themselves.

5. I’m so thankful I have a boyfriend who isn’t a retard and can actually take care of himself and me at the same time.

6. I don’t like giving rides to people unless I offer.

7. I don’t like it when people yell out random shit thinking they’re cool when my favorite songs are on. 

8. I seriously think majority fob guys here are seriously pussies. They either look like a little girl, or they act like a princess. get over your selves  please. 

Dad & bfs,

Today my dad told me I shoiuld let go myt bf soon since he mayhhbe moving to michigan. So I told my dad thiws,

“Dad, you know that eeeling when you first start going tou with someone? liek how your haert sitll thumps when you see them and howe you spend so smuch time getting readey for them?. Weelll Eeven after 2 years I swtill get htat feeling.. I’m not saying I want to rjun away amd marry him since I wanna become sometrhing in our nmae first. I’m jsut saying this is the second tmie I’ve ever feelt liek this about a guy… He’s not my chuh sarang. But he is most certianly clsoe to it. Hemake sme regret my past while not making me feel guilty about it. and yuo8 knwo I’ve nveer said antyhing like this to yoiu before abou tanyone…. Not even Jae. So let me live my lovelife happilyu an d if I get hurtl. I’ll take it like medicene and recovver from it.”

After my dad herad that, the look on his face was like wow, my daughtrs’ growing up & I’m scared. But then he told me Well, if he’s makes you efel like taht I can’t sotp you. 

And today when i went ot ifbar I couldn’t help to thikn, These niggas here can’t even be compared to my bf. And these bitches wont’ ever eb able to touch him cause if we do braek up none of them are worth hhis tijme. 

Itfeels good, to know i have abf to me whpo’s perfect. ABOSLUTLREY perfect.

MAkesmy hearts shake while keepingl me in my place.

He’s so muh shee suh, you know like he so cool. No tbecause he races motorcyels and fixes up rave cars but beacause I coiuld tell him sothimthign that mhy scare antioher person bu the takes it in and lets it og. and tells my not to wrory scine he’s there to support jme in wahtever decision ai decide to make

I’m so hapoy. jusg spo hapyppy

godonight.

happiness on the faces i want to rip off.

I hope you live your life in agony one day. 

I kind of wish i could take her future husband away and do the same shit she did to me to her. except instead of fucking him or giving anything of such (cause he might’ve caught an std from her) I will just make him take all her money and spend it on me and see how she feels about having money stolen from her and spent on some other woman who claims did nothing wrong.

if your her “friend” and get angry that I basically expose her real self. and want me to stop either tell her to give back the 2grand that spent on her and also apologize on her hands and knees to my mom and me and admit to for being a hooker. 

k thx.

&him;

Today he told me that he gets to work with this team that would open new doors for him. Unfortunately those doors are all the way in Michigan…

He told me about it earlier this year and I thought I could handle it. but now that the time is near it scares me. I don’t want him to leave, but I also don’t want to hold him back from his dreams. 

I was excited for him, but I don’t know if I could handle him leaving. heck I can barely handle him going to a neighboring state jsut for a weekend & now he might be moving somewhere that’s well out of my reach. 

But I can’t force him to stay. He worked his ass off to get this far. and not only that, He was so happy that he actually gets to work with this team. For those of you know my bf really well, he only smiles legit when he’s excited about doing something he loves. and the face I saw was the same face he makes when he’s about to sign up for his motorcycle race dates.  

Even though I’m scared shitless about him doing races I still support him in it since it’s something he’s so passionate about. 

All I can do for him right now is give him support. 

My brain tells me I have to support his decision but why does my heart ache at that feeling?  

I wish he could just stay here but that would just be selfish of me and I know long distance relationships are hard to keep up with.

And even if we end up in a long distance it wouldn’t be the same. I don’t want to lose our closeness…

and if we end up breaking up I don’t want to redo this whole dating game. I’m happy when he hugs me. When he gives me kisses. even when he lectures me… and it kills me inside to think that if he does get that offer from Michigan that girls will be all over him. (Because we all know girls have a keen sense to perfect guys ) 

I can’t even stand random girls flirting with him here. How will I stand girls in Michigan who’ll probably try to snatch him away from me. 

I’m a selfish brat. I hate sharing things. especially my man. no especially him. period. He’s mine, I get angry even just the thought of another girl having interest in him or even if a random girl just touches him. How do I contain myself when I won’t even get to see him at least once every week when other girls will… I just can’t stand it. All scenarios are just running though my mind all at once & I just hate hate HATE it. 

I know I seem way over the top, but my heart still melts when I see his callerid on my phone and my cheeks still blush when he texts me sweet msgs. So how can I let that feeling go? 

Even though we both don’t know forsure what’s going to happen. but He’s always awesome at everything he does so it’s inevitable that he’s going to get that offer. 

I just don’t want to lose something this good in my life and redo the whole dating game when I already found someone who’s him.

I won’t delete this post Till Tina Ho apologizes to my mom.

YOU GORILLA LOOKING CUNT. 

I don’t care how many people tell me take this post down, I won’t.. Not till TINA THAO HO, yes you apologize to my mom…

I’ll share with you what I know.

Title; Along came HO.

I used to come home around ~4 oclock AM each day. and everyday my dad would call me to come home early… However until my dad apparently had gotten a new gold digging fuck buddy. At that time I didn’t know and just ignored it and took advantage of it. Untill slowly my dad wouldn’t answer my calls, and didn’t come home till later than I did. So I decided to look into the situation. LONG EXPLAINATION SHORT. I called this bitch TINA and she said she had no idea he was married. and said she never called. Yet I have evidence that she did call and have witnesses that told her that she knew my dad was married. ( Don’t you feel disgusting? You’re old enough to be my sister. Do you fuck your own dad? probably do since you’re filthy.. ANYWAYS) She got her other friend who has the same name as her, Tina aka le thuytrang. Said I had no right to talk to her like i did, because she was older… yet why is she fucking a dude old enough to be her dad? Who knows.  Then le Thuytrang lies to me and says that they never called and blah blahblah and stupid as I was believed them. and they said they would never call my dad again. So I took their word.. ( NOTE TO SELF: NEVER TAKE A FEMALES’ WORD WHO HAS SLEPT WITH SOMEONE TWICE HER AGE).  

2 Months go  by I think its over. but nope it was only the beginning. The CUNTS BACK. yes, the cunt is back.  So apparently she brings my dad lunch and my dad tries to hide it… but my mom finds it and starts to suspect so does some digging. And finds out that my dad and that cunt is continuing to contact each other and basically my dad is caught red handed.

OH YEAH during the 2 months which I thought it was over, they went clubbing and she fucked my dad. (it probably wasn’t the first time). He spent over 1000grand on her. and she doesn’t think she owes this family an apology…. I go to college and get an education unliek you skank who has to live off of sucking guys dicks at DO RE MI Salon.

My parents fight, and my mom slaps my dad which is understandable. but my dad chokes her… (NOT MY MOM PUT A KNIFE TO MY DAD’S NECK,AHEM TINA stop trying to show people that people want your STI invested vagina. so don’t spread that rumor you werent there and you weren’t the one who got punch while trying to separate the fight.) 

SO that night my dad calls TINA HO-STTER who is probably the number one number everyone calls for a bootycall. and she picks him up knowing he’s still married and FUCKS HIM AGAIN!.
(OHYEAH, i should let you know, she lives with her mother who doesn’t speak english… so, her mom probably didn’t know that her daughter was fucking a married man)

2 days later my dad comes back home and tries to mend things with my mom, My mom takes his phone away for about 3 weeks. and takes mine too. And the day that my mom turns his phone on, who is the FIRST person to call her? THAT CUNT,. WHAT IS GOING THRO:UGH YOUR BRAIN?! please go to school, and get some help.  My mom calls her back and she disrespects my mom by yelling at her after she try to lecture me about respecting her because she’s older…. My mom’s 50, Tina’s 28…. I’m 19. so here’s some math. btwn my mom and the cunt it’s a 22 year difference. between me and tina it’s a 9 year difference. don’t you think that bitch should’ve given MY MOM respect, even after SHE FUCKED MY DAD?! -_____- ignorant bitches… I swear.

After that my mom and I go to her house, and her nonspeaking english mother comes to the door, and so I call my friend to translate, and we told her that her daughter has been sleeping with my dad. Her mom says she’s going to sue us for making her sad…. pft, SUE AWAY LADY I’ll sue your daughter from assistance is theft and prostitution. 

anyways. Now because of that skank my mom has lost trust. 
My mom starved herself, cried every single day, drank everynight….

Tina, do you even know what kind of perosn my mom is?
Yeah she’s psycho, but she’s a loving mother, She came to america worked her ass off, unlike you, and became an independent woman.  She already had 1 failed marriage because of another skank just like you, and for it to happen again BECAUse of you don’t you feel a little guilty? Imagine having a husband who beats you, who stole a grand from your savings and fucked a dirty cunt like you. IMAGINE. I bet you didn’t even know that my mom has no other family in the US except me and my dad… how do you feel? You’re breaking up a family…. JUST because you wanted a free bottle of beer, your filthy pussy to be fucked and probably some extra money in your pocket. you broke up the only family this woman, my mother had….. D I S G U S T I N G… is the nicest thing to describe you. 

So the day you confront me and my mother and get down on your knees and apologize I’m never going to delete this i’ll pass it on and make sure it gets passed on, i’ll even print copies (of course i’ll edited it to a less aggressive language) and post it everywhere embarrassing you and letting everyone know what you will do just to have a free beer. 

And i’ll title it Along Came Ho.  

THIS IS MY FREEDOM; FREEDOM OF SPEECH, so don’t try to say i’ll sue you for harrasment. kthanks